Part 4: The Words We Leave for Strangers.
The book came back to Priya's desk two days later, and this time she didn't wait until her break to open it. She flipped straight to page 214, right there at the counter, heart doing something embarrassingly loud in her chest.
Daniel's note was longer than usual, the handwriting a little less careful, like he'd written it fast, before he could talk himself out of something.
I went home after our coffee and did something I haven't done in two years. I opened the box of my mom's things. I've been avoiding it since she passed telling myself I wasn't ready, that there was no rush, that grief doesn't have a deadline. All true. But sitting with you on that wall, listening to you talk about your dad like he was still allowed to take up space in your life, made me realize I've been keeping my mom in a box, literally and otherwise, because I was scared opening it would make the missing worse.
It didn't. It made her feel closer than she has in months.
I found her old recipe cards. Her handwriting looks like mine, did you know that? I never noticed until I saw it next to my own on a scrap of paper in a library book. I think that's the strangest, most wonderful thing anyone's ever shown me about myself and you didn't even mean to show me anything. You just wrote back.
I want to make her lemon cake this weekend. It's the only thing she ever taught me to bake, and I haven't made it since the funeral because it felt like something I wasn't allowed to enjoy anymore. Would you want to help me? Not because I need help baking I promise I know how but because I think you're the only person who'd understand why it matters, and I'd rather not do the first time alone.
Also, for the record: Team Darcy. It was never a real question. Wickham has main character energy in the worst possible way.
Priya read it twice, then pressed the note flat against her chest for a moment, feeling something in her unclench that had been tight since March.
She thought about her father's boxed paperbacks. She thought about the version of herself who'd walked into this job three weeks ago, hollowed out and going through motions, and the version of herself standing here now holding a stranger's handwriting like it was something worth protecting.
She pulled out her phone and, for the first time, texted the number Daniel had left folded into the note the day before, the one she hadn't used yet because she'd been waiting for a reason that felt big enough.
This is that reason, she typed. Yes. Saturday. I'll bring my dad's book the one with all his dog-ears. I think it's time I read it again. And I think I'd like to do that somewhere that smells like lemon cake.
The reply came almost instantly, like he'd been holding his phone the entire time, waiting.
Saturday. My kitchen. Bring the book. We'll read the good parts out loud the ones he folded down, the ones that mattered enough to mark.
And Priya thank you for page 214. I think it saved both of us a little, in a room neither of us knew we needed saving in.
Priya looked out the library window, sunlight falling gold across the returns cart, and for the first time in months, let herself believe that grief and love really could live in the same sentence and that sometimes, the bravest thing two strangers could do for each other was simply write back.
to be continued... ๐๐