Part 3: The Beekeeper Who Tended Memories
Callum stared at her, hope and confusion tangled together. "You remember? All of it? Please, Wisteria tell me everything. I have nothing. Not even a face to picture when people describe how happy I apparently was."
Wisteria steadied herself against her worktable, the flood of returning memory overwhelming after months of unknowingly suppressing it. "We met at a market three villages over. You were traveling, selling rare seeds. I was there searching for a particular flower for my hives. We talked for hours, about nothing important, and somehow everything important at once."
"And after that?" Callum pressed, desperate for more.
"We kept meeting," Wisteria continued, memory returning in steadier waves now. "Every few weeks, at that same market, until eventually you started traveling out of your way specifically to see me. I fell in love with you slowly, carefully the way someone falls who's been badly hurt before and is terrified of being hurt again."
"Your husband," Callum said gently, understanding dawning.
"He passed nearly two years before we met," Wisteria confirmed. "I told myself I'd never risk loving anyone that deeply again. You made me reconsider that entirely, patient and steady in a way that slowly convinced me vulnerability might be worth the risk after all."
"What happened?" Callum asked. "Why did I lose these memories? Why did you leave that letter and disappear?"
Wisteria's expression grew troubled, painful memory surfacing fully now. "Your accident happened the very day I'd finally decided to properly, completely commit to us to stop being afraid, to build something real together despite my own careful grief. I found you unconscious, rushed you to help, and when you woke, you looked at me like a complete stranger. The doctors explained the memory loss, and I panicked, Callum. I convinced myself losing me was somehow easier for you than trying to rebuild something I feared you'd never genuinely feel again, now that the actual memories were gone."
"So you left," Callum said softly, understanding completely. "Left the letter and flower, hoping I might somehow find my way back to remembering, without forcing yourself back into my life if the feelings genuinely couldn't be recovered."
"Yes," Wisteria admitted, tears falling freely. "I was protecting myself, honestly, as much as I told myself I was protecting you. Losing my husband taught me profound fear of loving someone who might disappear from my life entirely. Watching you look at me like a stranger felt like losing you all over again, except this time you were technically still standing right in front of me."
Callum reached for her hands, his own trembling slightly. "I don't remember our history, Wisteria. I won't pretend otherwise. But sitting here now, hearing you describe it, watching your genuine emotion as you speak I feel something. Not clear memory, precisely, but recognition, somehow, of exactly the kind of person I'd want to fall in love with all over again."
Wisteria felt hope stirring cautiously alongside old grief. "Would you want to? Try again, I mean. Build new memories together, even without the old ones fully returning?"
Callum studied her carefully, warmth and genuine curiosity evident in his exhausted but hopeful expression. "I think, Wisteria, I'd like nothing more than exactly that."
to be continued... ๐๐ซ